A Doll With A Soul

Hasty lines written in full night, in response to Christopher Cross - Sailing

If you could just portray the unseen side of you
It would be a dream, for me it would be a dream come true
How can I reach your soul?
And the tears that i have seen once in a while from your blue eyes fall?

Maybe you're right, the words
Words just lose their meaning on their quiet ways to our hearts
Where clear feelings beat inside,
Where the egos melt away and there is no trace of pride.

Speaking, I'm speaking too much
Trying too hard to explain you what is a feeling
Like you haven't experienced it before,
You are so beautiful, I'm sorry I keep confusing you with a doll.

My vanity is so high,
I am such a know all, in my head everybody else is common and small
But life is not a secret
The deeper we go, we realize we're not different at all.

Today I've learnt the hard way
That even a faultless doll is endowed with a tender soul
And that loneliness and conceit
Have built constructions of steel on my overwrought soul.

I tell you to chill and be
Yourself, but do I really have the top view over you?
So many variables arise
And I just can't keep up with your light when your inner sun starts to rise
Casting sweet embarrassment
Over my expected values. 

- to Mr. C.G. 
24.02.2010

Now let's climb down on earth a bit and see this:

697k - 672k = ~ -30k a year.
out of 672, about 1/4 are active, at the very best =>
168k
168k / 30k = 5.6 years.
???!!!!!!

hey, hey, hey, just play with me

hey, hey, hey
just play with me
p-lease beauty

i can get no
satisfaction
when you're quiet
there's no action

and i don't
and i don't
and i don't
have more time
for you baby
for your beauty
to entertain you night and day
to suck you and fuck you all the way

goddamit the days are so short
in an office stuck all day
away from your killing beauty
fuck my days are so darn gray

oh my baby
i want your honey
cum deep inside of me
give me your beauty
with my legs around your back
i pull you in ah so good yeah
so crazy
ah yea yea yea
eat all of you baby
with my pussy
i'm so hungry
ahhhhhhhhhh
in-sa-ni-ty

no no no no no no no
how i want to give you a blow
i don't want to be
in an office all day
from you so away

i want to kiss you my prey
to suck your tongue
and drink your spit
feel your tongue inside of me
and your nose rubbing my clit

hey hey hey
turn over babe
gimme your alabaster cock
to lick it and suck it, oh you rock
so hard ah yeah
my God baby
you're so pretty
and so tasty
mmmmmm yeah
seriously
i'm so crazy
for you baby
i'm overflowing
whole body's craving
i want you
again oh yeah
inside of me
again again and again and again
until you get dry within

oh take a nap
and then wake up
my labia is opened up for you
gimme your cock, you are so true
oh beauty to pain
pour it into my brain
again and again
again and again

Self Control - Lyrics Cover

Internet is my world
In spotlights painted girl
Without you nothing matters
It's my life, no one cares

In the night, no control
Through the wire I am breathing
Wearing black as I'm walkin'
Down the street of your soul

You have no self, you have no self control
You got me livin' only for your love
I fall asleep with your face in my thoughts
You take my self, you take my self control

And this is how the days are passing by
So deep in love, no time to wonder why
You help me to forget to know my role
We have no self, we have no self control

I, I think that I have got it quite right
You haven't got the will to try and fight
Against a new tomorrow, so I guess you'll just believe it
That tomorrow never comes

A safe night, we're living in the forest of our dreams
Perhaps the day is not as it should be
We must believe in something, so I'll make myself believe
That this affair will never go

Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh

Internet is my world
In spotlights painted girl
Without you nothing matters
It's my life, no one cares

I, I think that I have got it quite right
You haven't got the will to try and fight
Against a new tomorrow, so I guess you'll just believe it
That tomorrow never comes

A safe night, we're living in the forest of our dreams
Perhaps the day is not as it should be
We must believe in something, so I'll make myself believe
That this affair will never go

Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
You have no self, you have no self control
You take my self, you take my self control
We have no self, we have no self control
I have no self I have no self control
You have no self, you have no self control
We have no self, we have no self control
You have no self, you have no self control
You take my self, you take my self control

Objectifying You

I was so hungry of you, so I wrote this little poem.
It's not very good, this happens after a period of literary abstinence.

I must play games for the sake of gaming
I must fake smile for the sake of winning you
Over
And over me
In your juicy rain
Soaked like a rag
Moist and greedy
I wrap your feet with idolatry
Grab you and tie you up in the arms of my hair
So you can't escape,
I choke your will
And dismiss your words,
I crush you
And savour the core
Like nothing else
I need

- to Mr. C.G
10.02.2021