Hard To Get

I was not playing hard to get
But just carefully planning my safe return
It's just that each step taken backwards
Slipped ahead, carried by the mellow ice of your eyes.

The statue of your beauty
That at first rose up to the core of the Universe
Has slowly been overridden
By the tears gathered in the cup of your morning doubts.

I was so much craving for rosy intricate love
Or so I thought, until I met you, straightforward and clear,
Going through all of me
Like the sun rays through thin air,
Undressing me,
Making love to me,
Natural and plain
Like a field of gold laying before my frozen eyes.

Awashed by warm light
My dreams escaped through my fingers and scattered away -
Heavy fog crystallized on willow leaves
In the shape of your simple name.

Undefined
I fell on my knees
Crying for the first time.

30 June 2020
- To Mr. C.G. -

Lust - The Life Starter

It’s the eye that makes us sigh for each other
It’s the raw flesh that grows fervid blood cells inside
According to a well-established programme;
It’s the blood flow that gets pumped at a higher pace 
Draining every other cell
In order to feed the islands of our imagination.

It’s the uncontrollable realm of the subconsciousness
Firing epileptic bursts of electricity
Meant to be turned into visions
That serve as project drawings
For the realities ahead.

It’s the inner vines 
That grow and bloom on the land of the brainy islands
Piercing the membrane of the consciousness
And developing towards our outer beings
As human creations.

10.06.2020

Just A Song

Metallic Creeps

Your majesty gives me the creeps
Every morning I find myself like a poorly trained climber
Wandering at the base of Mount Everest.
I feel a challenging lump in my throat
When I stare at the highness above
And the thought of the long journey makes me dizzy and sick.

On a raw stomach, filled just by worship and lust,
Every day is a waging battle
Between the pleasure of idly indulging in you
And the effort of climbing every step of the ladder
That connects to your electrical grid.

So high, and higher and higher
Too hard, and harder and harder
I feel all of my strings loaded under their ultimate tensile strength
I scream, but the sound vibration stretches them further 
Pressing my brain against the walls of its physical limits. 

Toxic perfection
Taking over the pace of my breath and upregulating the functions of all my organs,
Forcing them in a simultaneous full operational state
And melting all out in a metallic incandescence
That grinds me away...

03.06.2020
Inspired by:

The Frail Entertainer

Dressed in music keys and plains of the thought,
Tangled in bright colors and wearing too many sunsets at once,
She inhales your sorrows and longings
And stealthily grows into you
Like the root of a carcinogenic call.

She dances artlessly, with slightly overestimated
Self-gratification and ease,
Chasing with each moment the previous one,
Animated by the electronic projection
Of exquisite strangers.

Loving and omniscient,
Unforgiving and disheveled at times,
She displays with disarming sincerity
The most crafted real portrait
Ever seen.

Greasing her surrounding air with honey
She awaits for winged freeloaders
To climb the heights of her light spectrum,
To stick and bite her from white to purple
And fade her rainbows out, for sweet aching redemption.

AI Intelligence or Childishness?

This Iot thing should be presented as something pleasant, if the aim is to help at the preservation of the world leadership.

AI can take our jobs and our food (which if they do, the country who has AI leadership will lose at a global scale).

AI-s can't attempt to challenge the complexity of human intelligence simply because the AI-s don't compete with each other and don't breed with each other.

The whole human model is based on competing with each other for a mate and, at a greater scale, on nations competing with each other.
This is the driving force of the world.

AI-s don't do any of these things. The sole driving force behind the AI tools is human.

AI-s should be tools that help us save time and manpower, but sadly they are mainly surveillance tools.

It's funny how much money are wasted on common individual surveillance.
Very childish and energy consuming.

Brief Rules For Dream Interpretation

1. (Freud) we dream about things that we experienced in the previous day, maximum 48 hours before the dream occurs

2. (Freud) we dream about our desires and fears

3. (Freud) most dreams have a sexual central component (e.g. sexual desire or fear of losing the object of our sexual desire)

4. (Important - Freud) most dreams are encrypted. the person or even object that we see in the dream is most of the times somebody else that we are in fact dreaming about. We must search for clues like clothing, the surrounding objects, what that person says etc., in order to figure out who that person in fact represents.

5. (Freud and others) dreams occur in real time

6. (ancient scientists) most dreams that are not sexual desires tell us about our bodily state. e.g.: a big steak as hunger for protein food, lots of candies as hunger for sweets, temperature e.g. a fire or an icy landscape.

7. (ancient scientists) dreams that display fear and are not (directly) related to the fear of losing the object of our sexual desire, express also the fear of losing our bodily integrity e.g. big waves as fear of drowning, wandering on unknown streets with no money in our pockets as fear of losing our job, floods as fear of a deteriorating shelter (broken pipe) etc.

9. (Freud?) Dreams are presented in a colorful manner, in order to be made pleasurable and hence the act of sleeping desirable.

Yet many people (myself included) lose so much sleeping time in front of the computer monitors, depriving themselves of both bodily and mentally restoration.

8. Jung's archetype thing is untrue. It is just an attempt to downsize the importance of Freud's work.

This is kind of what it is, it is quite simple, yet many people from the ancient to the present times have worked to figure out these things.